I love you. That is not going to change, no matter what my feelings are.

I hate Mr Hyde.

We are closer than we've ever been before. I understand things now that I didn't before. She trusts me now more than she did before. Good things are happening. I'll be careful, and not say things unless I'm sure I'm doing it unselfishly. I don't have any right to demand anything of her. She's her own person. I can request, and tell her things that bother me, but it's her choice...If I force her, it will kill love. It has to ber her choice...done out of her own free will. She is deeper than you can see, sometimes. Don't get discouraged because she didn't do something exactly how you thought it should be. Have no doubt. She loves you. And I don't think that's going to change anytime soon.

I love her too.

I hope she can trust us soon.

Oh my, will you ever learn...that was quite the embarrasing moment there. Pretty impressive, actually...although I think I could have done just as well without it...=/. Next time you want to talk about something serious, mebbe you should talk to her in person...yeah...good idea.